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Random tots
why am i such a petty princess
why am i such a petty bitch? because... once upon a time my ideals on love and life vanquished i learnt the hardness of the ways of the world i need to become hard and tougher but i am scar ridden growing more and more afraid of people because i am afraid they would see my ugliness and inherently fucked-upness i learnt that running is not escaping but giving myself the chance to breathe you were my turning point and i never wanted you to see that aspect of my flaw ugliness did you ever know how i melted into you when we fucked? how i bared it all to you totally strip of all if it is possible i would just lie next to you to hear the heartbeat that calms me how much i need to feel you in such intensity sadly you turned away at my disfurgement that is my reality check. between half-truths and reality i no longer know what i am yet somewhere inside that little girl needs very much to believe in ideals of dreams, of love in a pathetic make believe way it is not that i do... (more)

Yasashii Jikan
one of those days
music: kazamidori mood: :> today was cool. its the kind of lazy, nice weather kind of day when u meet someone to just hang out for a bit. went to collect jasmine's spectacles with her, im thinking of getting a new pair myself too.. but i cant decide if i should cos my current one's still okay. i was just thinking maybe i'd get something with bigger frames. not too big, just a little, and probably black. quite hard to find the perfect one, but i found something i liked at junction 8 that day. still hesitant though. and zomg we found Yamada Taro Monogatari vcds! damn it i really want to watch that series, and i cant find it online... but buying the vcds is definitely fangirling! gotta complete the painting for jeanette, but im really stuck. dont know what to paint.



abdullah_azZam
Dua Hari Di Terengganu
Dua Hari Di Terengganu 17 Julai Bertuah juga rasanya aku terpilih sebagai pengiring Lawatan ke Terengganu. Lawatan ini dikhaskan untuk semua pelajar yang mengikuti Munajat Perdana di stadium Sultan Muhammad iv. Nama aku sebenarnya tidak tersenai memandangkan ketika kertas kerja disiapkan aku masih diperantaun. Beberapa orang guru lain terpaksa menarik diri disaat-saat akhir, jadi aku merupakan salah seorang penggantinya. Sebelum ini, ada diantara pelajar yang akan mengikuti lawatan ini memujuk aku supaya menjadi pengiring mereka. Saya tidak dapat menyertainya memandangkan nama saya tiada dalam kertas kerja lawatan tersebut. Mudah jawapanku. Bertolak sepatutnya pukul 7.45 pagi, namun sedikit masalah dari pengangkutan menyebabkan kami bertolak setengah jam lewat. Destinasi pertama kami, pastinya Rumah tuan Pengetua yang berada di Beris. Sebelum bertolak sarapan pagi dibahagi-bahagikan kepada semua pelajar. Dengan iringan doa permusafiran kami bermula. Keceriaan setiap pelajar... (more)

Marshmallows_
sixtyfive
Flavor of life - Utada Hikaru PROUD SUPPORTER OF PEN WEIGHTS* Hey guys, I'm here to blog once again, not about my day [stuff that].. MORE IMPORTANT =)! PENWEIGHTS What are they? They are those things that are placed on your pen so that it makes your pen heavier, TRAINING your hand. Yehhh it's awesome. You put it on the back of your pen for a period of time and then when an exam comes, you just naturally write FASTER and it DOES NOT, i repeat, DOES NOT ACHE your hand because you're so used to it AS THE PENWEIGHT HAS TRAINED YOUR HAND. It's very useful for those people who are slow writers [like me] or for those who want to write faster in their exams, GREAT FOR THOSE WHO ARE GOING INTO SCHOOL CERT OR HSC. But great for everyone overall !! The penweights have been on TRIAL, they've been tested to prove that they DO WORK. and they are fine =) oh AND.. They are much more stylish than STICKING BATTERIES to your pen, honestly. It's a MUST HAVE. Stylish AND helpful LIKE HELLO~ SELLING... (more)

Viva-licious...
Batman rocks!!
Let me rephrase that. The Joker in the latest Batman movie rocks!! I'm still saddened by his (Heath Ledger) death. Sob sob. Such a great talent to go to waste. He played The Joker marvelously well. I was really impressed at his dark humour and all. On a lighter note, while everyone else is loving Christian Bale, I only had my eyes on Aaron Eckhardt aka Two-Faced Guy. I admit that he's not as good-looking as the rest, but he's soooo charming. Must be his charming-ness (is there even such a word?) in 'No Reservations' that made me like him even more in 'The Dark Knight'. Aaawwww...... Okay, I'd better leave the laptop before I start eating him up. PS: If you are staying around Butterworth or Penang and would like to visit the dentist, Penang International Dental College (PIDC) is offering FREE dental checkups from 21-31 July 2008. Do visit us on the 21st floor of NB Tower. Even more interesting, you get to learn stuff along with the dental students as our lecturers... (more)